My breakup

I'm feeling good this morning, I guess it's because I finally got enough rest. I usually stay up all night chatting online with my boyfriend, but last night we got into a big arguement and broke up. I should be sad and depressed today, but I'm not. I'm tired of his little selfish ways he has at times. He accuses me of being the bad one, but I think that it's him that needs the fixing. I still have mad love for him though. I just need for him to stop acting like he is the boss. My mom always raised me to speak what I feel is right. When I tell him what I think about something, he gets mad and swears that it's just another man. I would never cheat on him, and I don't know why he even bring things up like that. I would break up with him before I cheated on him. I wish I could just call him and we make up. But unfortunately my pride won't let me. He has to learn that this is not a game. I am not going to be nobody's fool. I know that he loves me, but it's hard enought that he is overseas. I can't have him over in England acting foolish. He told me right before we got offline, that he loved me and but I have to work on my attitude. He told me to let him know when I'm ready to be with him and him only. I can't believe this dude sometimes. Loving someone is hard.