Wednesday, February 25, 2009
What I like to do for Fun
I enjoy hanging out with my friends, going to the movies, going out to eat, cheerleading, talking on the phone, texting, and spending quality time with Mitchell. When my friends and I go out, it's mostly to the mall to shop or just simply watching movies at the house, or spending time with each others families. I also love fashion. I like to dress up and put on makeup, and three inch heels with a outfit that hugs my body. I love going to the movies to see horror films. It's makes the movie much scarier there! Applebees, Olive Garden, Cheddars, and Buffalos are my favorite restaurants and Wendy's, Mcdonalds, and Zaxby's are my favorite fast food restaurants. I was a cheerleader for seven years and I hate that I chose a college where there are no basketball or football teams. I chose my school in the beginning because I knew cheerleading would slow me down and maybe even affect my grades. I spend a lot of my time on the phone as well, that's probably the reason why my bill is so high. Texting is probably something I do more than i do anything. I am constantly texting every second of the day. That is something that I am really addicted to I think. Spending time with my man is what I would choose to do over anything else. I love being in Mitchell's presence and would do it everyday if I could.
Missing Mitchell!
It's so hard not being able to see my boyfriend when I want too. I miss him so much. I miss the way he used to look at me, the way he smiled, his laugh, his walk, his touch, his stubbornness, his arguements, and more importantly, the way he was always there when I needed him. I'm driving myself crazy just by thinking about him. His birthday is March 6 and I'm so mad that I won't be able to be there with him. I really don't like the military anymore because they took my baby away from me. I sent him a birthday gift through the mail. It'll take a couple of days for him to get it, I just hope it won't be late. If I had one wish it would be to let Mitchell come home for a couple of months and then let him go back and continue to fight for our country. I know this is something that I have to deal with if I'm going to marry a military man. Hey this will be my military life. I don't know how to deal with all the traveling and going without him seeing me and the kids for long time periods at the time. I love him to death though. If that's what I have to do in order to be with him then that's what I'm going to do. At least I will have him to myself when he is retired. In May they will be sending him out to the desert and I won't be able to talk with him at all then. He says he will be out there two months. That means he will miss my birthday, which is in July. This whole military thing stinks. I can't let him see me this angry with his career because he loves his job dearly.
My Niece's Birthday!!!!
The day just started and I can tell that it's going to be a pretty good day. I got up on time for class this morning without the hassle. I'm actually in a good mood. I plan on taking a nap when I get back home and wait on my friends to do some fun stuff later. My niece turned 4 today and I'm more excited than she is. I bought her a Hanna Montana guitar, two outfits, some shoes, a cake, and I got her some dora the explorer sippy cups. I can't wait to see her face when she comes to my house. I love that little girl so much! She is my pride and joy. After my niece receives all her gifts, we are going to take her out to a place called grown and sassy. They do little girls hair, nails, and toes. They use polishes with the names like starburst, and vanilla ice cream. That shop is just too cute to be true.After that, my friends and I planned on taking her to DJ Galaxy Quest and just let her run wild and have tons of fun. I will be enjoying all the games and rides with her of course. Oh I haven't forgot about us eating. My baby loves pizza so I'm going to take her to Stevi B's all you can eat pizza buffet. When we are done there, it's time to go home and take a nap. Miss Brianna's birthday bash is over!!
Monday, February 16, 2009
MY BEST FRIEND
I have many friends, but I can't call them all my best friend. My best friend's name is Kenya. We've been through so much together. We became best friends at the age of 12. We have so many memories together. I love her to death. We had many ups and downs in high school, but we overcame them and remained friends. I believe some of the arguements we had made us stronger. We took all our classes together, spent the nights together, went out together, shared each other clothes, and most of all had each other backs no matter what. We kind of fell apart when we graduated from high school though. She went to Fort Valley State while I decided to attend Macon State. I moved to Warner Robins shortly after graduation, and she lived 30minutes away. I had my job and so did she. It was hard for us to hang out like we use to. I wanted to, but our schedule wouldn't allow us. Now my best friend is pregnant and I am so excited to be a god mother. Even though we are grown now, we will always be best friends. I have a new friend that I met in college named Tyesha. I spend most of my time with her now that my boyfriend is overseas. She's always there when I need her the most. I can't recall many times when she has let me down. We do everything together. We know each other more than we know ourselves. Her family are also great people. They treat me like I am really apart of them. I even call her mom, mom and her sisters, sis. I thank God for sending me such wonderful friends.
It's been 3 weeks since my boyfriend left and I am so lonely. We converse over the phone and we chat over the web cam, but that's just not enough. I'm having second thoughts about our relationship now. I hate that I don't get to see him nor be around him. Since he moved, there has been so many guys that have been trying to get my attention. Temptation is hard, especially when a girl like me loves attention. I want to be with him so badly but I don't know how this long distance thing is going to work. I'm afraid that I may lose him to someone else. I really don't want that to happen. I care for him too much to let some other girl just take him. Valentines day just passed and I have to say that it didn't go as bad as I thought it would. I received gifts from a lot of my friends. My boyfriend had to send his through the mail. He bought me a nice little arrangements that had candy, a bear, a card, and he also had a local flower shop to deliver me roses and balloons. I sent his overseas about a week too early. I bought him a gift basket as well. I told my boyfriend that I received gifts from other guys. He didn't like that too well. He doesn't understand that they are just my friends. My boyfriend does have a lot of jealously issues. At least I know that he cares. I can't wait to go to England in May, I miss my man so much.
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