It's been 3 weeks since my boyfriend left and I am so lonely. We converse over the phone and we chat over the web cam, but that's just not enough. I'm having second thoughts about our relationship now. I hate that I don't get to see him nor be around him. Since he moved, there has been so many guys that have been trying to get my attention. Temptation is hard, especially when a girl like me loves attention. I want to be with him so badly but I don't know how this long distance thing is going to work. I'm afraid that I may lose him to someone else. I really don't want that to happen. I care for him too much to let some other girl just take him. Valentines day just passed and I have to say that it didn't go as bad as I thought it would. I received gifts from a lot of my friends. My boyfriend had to send his through the mail. He bought me a nice little arrangements that had candy, a bear, a card, and he also had a local flower shop to deliver me roses and balloons. I sent his overseas about a week too early. I bought him a gift basket as well. I told my boyfriend that I received gifts from other guys. He didn't like that too well. He doesn't understand that they are just my friends. My boyfriend does have a lot of jealously issues. At least I know that he cares. I can't wait to go to England in May, I miss my man so much.